| Nightmare Dinner |
[May. 11th, 2006|08:43 pm] |
Omg okay so I am with my best friend today... all I had was two bites of an omlett...threw out the rest, green tea, water, more water, some chiken broth...AND THEN my friend suggests we go out to dinner I tried not to, but I ended up getting dragged out... and I ate two small springrolls, a pice of garlic bread with cheese, and some ceaser salad, and three small pieces of pizza... OMG... and so on the way home I drank two bottles of water so that I could purge easier so I got home and purged but I dunno if I got it all out.. I'm freaking out... and I was just down 3lbs this am... fuck I hope I didn't fuckit all up... and now I'm going to have to go to the gym for like hours tonight so that I can get it all off of me... OMG... K well I'm frantic right now so angry at my self...why can't I just follow my goals...
OKAY... well I'm off to the gym, so I'll post when I get back I HAVE to do at least 700 cals tonight... at least!!
Love You All So Much
xo J. |
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| First One |
[May. 11th, 2006|01:51 pm] |
I finally just got my own journal up and running I think... so I'll try and keep it up dated... not sure how this acctually works though lol...
xo J. |
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