urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bella_jlbella_jlbella_jlbella_jl2006-05-12T00:43:23Zurn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bella_jl:592Nightmare Dinner2006-05-12T00:43:23Z2006-05-12T00:43:23ZOmg okay so I am with my best friend today... all I had was two bites of an omlett...threw out the rest, green tea, water, more water, some chiken broth...AND THEN my friend suggests we go out to dinner I tried not to, but I ended up getting dragged out... and I ate two small springrolls, a pice of garlic bread with cheese, and some ceaser salad, and three small pieces of pizza... OMG... and so on the way home I drank two bottles of water so that I could purge easier so I got home and purged but I dunno if I got it all out.. I'm freaking out... and I was just down 3lbs this am... fuck I hope I didn't fuckit all up... and now I'm going to have to go to the gym for like hours tonight so that I can get it all off of me... OMG... K well I'm frantic right now so angry at my self...why can't I just follow my goals...<br />OKAY... well I'm off to the gym, so I'll post when I get back I HAVE to do at least 700 cals tonight... at least!! <br />Love You All So Much<br />xo J.urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bella_jl:429First One2006-05-11T17:51:52Z2006-05-11T17:51:52ZI finally just got my own journal up and running I think... so I'll try and keep it up dated... not sure how this acctually works though lol...<br />xo J.